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ellis ginsberg. ([personal profile] heorte) wrote2021-03-06 07:30 pm

when i go towards you it is with my whole life.







You came to the side of the bed
and sat staring at me.
Then you kissed me—I felt
hot wax on my forehead.
I wanted it to leave a mark:
that’s how I knew I loved you.
Because I wanted to be burned, stamped,
to have something in the end—
I drew the gown over my head;
a red flush covered my face and shoulders.
It will run its course, the course of fire,
setting a cold coin on the forehead, between the eyes.
You lay beside me; your hand moved over my face
as though you had felt it also-
you must have known, then, how I wanted you.
We will always know that, you and I.
The proof will be my body.
— louise glück
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-08 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
And yet—

"Certainly," she declares, patting his hand with the mittened hand he hasn't captured quite so thoroughly. "That would be very agreeable. Particularly once the weather has turned. Kirkwall—indeed so much of the Marches, to say nothing of everywhere else—becomes so wretchedly hot in the summer. I imagine it's a relief to go swimming properly. To say nothing of the practicalities! At this rate, it can only be a matter of time before some business of the war sees fit to dump me into a great body of water and expect me to float. It is one of the only inconveniences remaining. I may as well be prepared for it."

She gives the shape of their hands together another robust pat for good measure.

"Actually. As we are on something near to the topic, this recalls to mind a small matter I have been meaning to discuss with you since we left Kirkwall."
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-08 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Here, though there is little enough room to do it, she shifts closer to him on the seat. It's meant to encouraging—a little bump from her shoulder and side and a squeeze from her hands to act as some small act of either gratitude or reassurance.

"I will not ask who taught you to drive." She knows better. She understands these to be painful little things that Ellis has made purposefully remote, and which he may only occassionally choose to dole out like a frugal man anxiously spending his last pennies.

However.

"I will only say that you do so like an especially aged grandfather might, and wonder if you mean to see us to our destination this season. Not that I find time objectionable with such fine company. Only that I've heard there are some cliff caves in the direction we're headed and I should like very much to make up some time with which to look at them before we're expected to return. I would be happy to take the reins, as it were, if you like."
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-08 11:24 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yes, yes. I will be the very spirit of thoughtfullness with regard to their comfort," she assures him, very pleased indeed by both his laughter and for getting her way. She is all eagerness about taking the reins as they're passed over.

"Now." She shortens the reins slightly in her hands until she is satisfied with her grip on them and shifts her seat on the bench beside him—jostling slightly forward toward its edge even as she remains tucked in neat to Ellis' side. "I am slightly out of practice, so you must forgive me and not be too critical of this first mile."

With a snap of the reins and a brisk, "Trot on!" (and when that is ignored, a series of encouraging clicks of the tongue and teeth) to the horses, she prods the pair of them up into an amiable little jog which sends the whole unsprung wagon clunking and clattering and slinging mud up from its prodigious wheels as it steps up a gear.

The road here is mostly straight, hewn out to follow the coast, and the horses know their work. It's hardly as if she's liable to race them around any hairpin corners.

Which is good as it seems that, despite a firm grasp on the terminology and the correctness of how she handles the reins and braces against the toe board, she might be perfectly willing to attempt it—laughing as she is even while trace bits of slung mud reach to flecking them where they sit.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-09 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
It's strange, isn't it? Given how often they go traipsing about across the countryside, down craggy cliff faces or poking about in dreadful cursed temples where they might face every assortment of demons pouring forth from a rift, there should be nothing at all about a ragtag assortment of men and women to frighten her. But from the moment the man in the road springs up to catch the horses by their headstalls, her thoughts go very quiet. As the rest of the band comes out of the trees, she is distantly aware of a tight feeling high in her chest as if her heart is making a bid for freedom by way of her throat.

(Later, much later, she will attempt to use this as justification for why she ought to be off the hook for archery lessons. Even if she'd had the bow with her, would it have done them any good?)

It's the sort of trepidation, well taught by an unfortunate level of experience with running afoul of enemy soldiers willing to take captives, which for a moment has her actually following instruction.

That there is a boot in her knife is a fact which registers blankly and only when once of the other bandits—a freckled, dark haired woman with an axe hooked cheerfully over her shoulder slithers up along the other side of the wagon with a genial, "Ta, love. Ooh, Danny"—must be for one od her fellows—"Look how well this one's shod."

Wysteria draws her feet back off the toe board, camel-colored and floral stamped boots with their blue ribbons tucked resolutely back among the fall of her skirts. She bristles.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-09 04:32 am (UTC)(link)
Thunk.

That axe has shifted, its lowermost point hooked at the the very edge of the driver's box. The dark haired woman smiles sunnily up at the pair of them.

"It is a fair arrangement," Wysteria abruptly interjects. "Indeed, it is more than fair when we might not entertain this delay at all and instead go on our way directly. We are members of Riftwatch, serah. We are seeing to official business of the organization, and are backed by all of the outfit in Kirkwall."

She is all fierce and glaring, attention fixed on the ringleader as she yanks the mitten from her left hand. Palm extended, the sickly green glow of the anchor flashes bright there.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-09 05:21 am (UTC)(link)
It all happens so quickly. One moment they are just sitting there so uneasily in the seat of the wagon with fear flicking in the faces of the bandits about them, and the next he is moving. The gruesome crack of the mace is like a thunderclap. A woman is screaming. Wysteria sees her own hand extended before her--

"Do?" Ellis is over the seat back. Wysteria, shrilly: "It doesn't do anything!"

She thrusts her hand out as if the motion might successfully activate it. Instead, it just induces the men and women on the ground to reverse their cringing. They move in, all sword points and grasping hands.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-09 06:05 am (UTC)(link)
The reins.

Where are the reins?

She lunges forward, scrabbling after where they've slipped down onto the floor of the driver's box. A splash of gore that's more than just blood paints one side of the splintered toe board, and one of the reins is slick with the stuff as she snatches them up and begins to flog wildly at the backs of the agreeable old draft horses. The pair of them, already uncertain with all this shouting business, start. The wagon lurches forward, a rough jerk that for just the barest moment threatens to unseat her. Wysteria leans forward to compensate, to lash the horses again and drive them on despite the man at their heads digging his heels in to the muddy road to keep them in place.

Which is when the bloodied but unmangled hand of the dark haired woman swims back up into Wysteria's periphery and latches onto a ruthless fistful of braided hair.

With an aborted yelp, she's ripped down from the wagon. The flurry of skirts and bawling commotion as she falls onto the snarling arms of the highwaywoman and they both collapse into a thrashing heap on the muddy roadside finally spooks the horses. Spurred into action, they leap forward with such resolve that it sends the man at their heads sprawling. The wagon goes.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-09 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Nine times out of ten, a swaggering attitude will have a way of collapsing once its owner finds himself in the position of keeping either it or his head. The ringleader in question, discombobulated by the impact and scrabbling in the mud where he's been ingloriously pinned, is apparently no exception. He goes briefly chalk white, struggles to find his voice as much as he does his bearings—

The blast of anchor energy is so explosive that it raises small hairs on the back of necks and arms and strips loose gravel and chunks of mud up off the roadside, flinging it like hail in every direction. The dark haired woman with her mangled arm is jettisoned up and back, blown clear across the roadway. Unbelievably, she lands on her feet with a short, decisive crack before collapsing there like a marionette with cut strings.

Across the way, the nauseating bright green of rift magic (or energy or fadeiation or whatever they have decided to call it today) remains flashing and twisting. It surges, pulsing threateningly hot, and somewhere in the tangle of it is Wysteria still on the ground. She's curled into a tight, uncomfortable shape—too obscured by the crackling magic field to be fully visible.

Under Ellis, the ringleader raises both hand in surrender. There's not much need to call the others off; they're already scrambling away.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-09 07:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Bound up in that rigid shape at the center of the arcane field, visible in fits and starts between the bright flashing tongues of veilfire, Wysteria's face is twisted tight down into the crook of her elbow. Her left hand is twisted up as if of its own volition into a rictus claw shape and from the anchor slash in its palm pours that acid green arcane fire.

Somewhere in the middle of the barrier, Wysteria is aware of little more than the blinding, searing heat of it—all rancid green and flashing gold wound over and over about her, designed to be cutting fine. If there is sound, it has to first travel through the agonized roar in her ears and there be painstakingly reassembled into some shape which makes sense.

She raises her face toward the sound of her name. The dark but definitively Ellis-shaped figure roving beyond the arcane field is all she registers before, with a last frantic pulse from the anchor shard, the barrier collapses in on itself.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-09 08:07 pm (UTC)(link)
As the barrier has crumbled, so too had the raised angle of her face. It's buried clumsily back against the awkward angle of her arm now, left hand trembling where it's cinched close near her ear and the mud streak nape of her neck. She's breathing hard. There's blood splattered about about person, bright against the blue of her sleeves and dark in her hair, but so much of it seems—

Like it doesn't belong to her. There's a long scrape on her forearm, but thanks to the length of her (now shredded) sleeve it's only angry welted red rather than bleeding outright. Some artifact from being dredged down out of the wagon, more likely than not.

Eventually, she blindly extends her hand—the one still safely in its mitten—toward him.

"Have they gone?"
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-09 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Everything is the ridiculous answer of a child with a skinned knee.

"It's nothing. I just—a moment. Just a moment to catch my breath."

Her left hand flexes and closes slowly, anchor slash glinting. Her right hand twists in his. Draws into a loose fist—a gentle, uneasy thing.

She jerks suddenly, twisting toward him—her face all starkly pale and alarm fixed plain in it. The rabbitting leap of her pulse spikes sharp and high.

"Are you well?" And. "The wagon. Where are the horses? That's not—" She stutters over it, shaking her anchor inflicted hand as if she's touched a hot stove. That's not meant to happen.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-03-09 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
For a moment, her attention remains fractured between the half dozen available points—scattered and clearly baffled by the shock of the thing.

And then she sharpens, focus narrowing. Color floods hot back into her cheeks and she kicks to free herself from the tangle that her skirts have become so she can clumsily lever herself more toward something lying sitting upright rather than lying on the cold ground.

"Oh—gods damn it all!" Is all bitter frustration. For the state of her clothes and the road and the missing horses and wagon and how ridiculous the whole affair is. "You would think that if I must be here with this wretched thing in my hand that the least it might do would be to have the courtesy of behaving in a predictable fashion. It is very late indeed for it to have decided to do—to do anything at all. Oh if the wagon is gone I will be truly furious. I've a notebook there with the things I brought along."

It's the beginnings of a very fine rant, but before Wysteria can truly get her momentum going she's forced to pause. To catch her breath. To smooth down some wave of nausea and lightheadedness. With her rift handle folded in tight against her middle, she regards him all mud splattered and flecked with blood. And then there is the mace just there.

Her eye flickers toward it, then away. Wysteria's nod is as curt as it can be.

"Well done, Ellis. I think she might have had my head if not for that. You're certain? You're unharmed?"

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