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ellis ginsberg. ([personal profile] heorte) wrote2021-03-06 07:30 pm

when i go towards you it is with my whole life.







You came to the side of the bed
and sat staring at me.
Then you kissed me—I felt
hot wax on my forehead.
I wanted it to leave a mark:
that’s how I knew I loved you.
Because I wanted to be burned, stamped,
to have something in the end—
I drew the gown over my head;
a red flush covered my face and shoulders.
It will run its course, the course of fire,
setting a cold coin on the forehead, between the eyes.
You lay beside me; your hand moved over my face
as though you had felt it also-
you must have known, then, how I wanted you.
We will always know that, you and I.
The proof will be my body.
— louise glück
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[personal profile] heirring 2023-01-05 07:02 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course I can steer. I can steer horses. It can't be much more difficult to do than that."

They're both types of animals. This is reasonable to assume.

"Isn't that right?" she asks the griffon, a highly hypothetical sort of question. "You and I will be good friends once we've finished this little trip. Not that I have much invested in a continued relationship, though. You should know that. Yes, it is a temporary sort of friendship. Colleagues, maybe. That would be a better way of putting it."

(Presently, the parameters of hers and the griffon's working relationship clearly drawn, Wysteria bends to doublecheck that her pack has nothing delicate hanging free of it which might fall prey to Butterball if not otherwise secured.)

"Do you enjoy flying, Ellis?"
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[personal profile] heirring 2023-01-09 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
Indeed she does enjoy these readily surrendered answers, even when they're made up with so few syllables. Her smile is quick, reflexive, and lingers even as she sets a band on the top of Butterball's consider beak to steer him away from her sleeves. Stop that; you'll put holes in them.

"Oh, hardly at all. Which is to say none, unless we count gliding from platform to platform in the Crossroads which I do not as one's height or speed makes no difference at all on the landscape or the general sense of that place. No, I've somehow managed to avoid it entirely. Not because I'm frightened, of course." Which is clearly the truth; the way she is currently patting the griffon square between the eyes and the general laissez-faire attitude for the whole prospect confirms it. "Only we usually carry a fair deal of equipment, or are traveling in a group too large for all of us to use them. But I'm not troubled by heights and have always been a perfectly competent rider and here almost everyone rides astride anyway so I can hardly see how anyone would even begin to contrive to fall off. Unless we find ourselves fending off some sort of attack in the air, though that seems highly unlikely."

Most Rifts don't manifest so high up as all that. And hopefully especially not ones which may be spitting Rifters out of them.

"Though I still think we ought to consider strapping you regulars riders in. It only makes sense."
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what timestamp I don't know her

[personal profile] heirring 2023-02-06 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
The look she gives the griffon in light of that assurance is highly skeptical. Butterball being somewhat lacking in mobile appendages that don't end in either feathers or four inch talons seems to be slightly discouraging to the whole prospect of catching anything without causing serious injury.

But she may argue the point with other people, such as the Eyrie's master of whoever is responsible for the outfitting of the griffon rider's safety materials, and not with Ellis. He may think whatever he likes until she goes to some length to correct it.

"Yes, all right, she agrees, drawing her hand away from the fine little feathers patterns across the front of the griffon's great blockhead. She squares her shoulders a little in unconscious affect, feet following so as to turn in after the set his hand at her waist.

"Is there any particular thing I should know when it comes to steering them in the air?"
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[personal profile] heirring 2023-02-07 08:03 am (UTC)(link)
It's a good thing he precedes the whole thing with that easy little kiss. Otherwise she might risk growing impatient with this matter of carefully arranging snaps and doing up buckles and sliding the ends of leather into their respective keeper loops. As it is she can think of very little to complain about, and instead chatters along at a respectable clip and does her best to keep her elbows out of the way as Ellis works—

"That's fine. I can speak at volume when I care to. In fact—and I know you will find this shocking information Ellis—, but that has historically been one of the chief complaints lodged against my character. 'Shrill.' Can you even fathom it. But in any case, I've every confidence in my ability to shout over a little bit of air."

Here, she is required to lift her arm slightly to give him access to some fiddly buckle.

"Is it very surreal for you to have a griffon for riding? I imagine it's the sort of thing a little boy might imagine a Warden do if there weren't meant to have all been extinct, and now here you are a Warden flying around on one of their backs. That's almost little funny, isn't it? In the serendipitous sort of way, I mean."
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gasp

[personal profile] heirring 2023-03-06 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
"Do you like it more than riding horses, do you suppose?" she asks, not in the middle of that kiss only on account of Ellis having had the foresight not to make this final remark prior to pressing it into place. Otherwise she might very well have chattered through it.

But he has become very acquainted with the worst of her habits. Such as, turning a real question into a hypothetical one on the basis of simply not waiting for a proper response before moving on to additional stages of the interrogation.

"I didn't ride much at all in Kalvad, you know. Only in the company of my grandfather, but he's been dead for quite some time and we only kept horses for the dog cart and so on. But I believe we would both agree that I have become quite the expert since coming here." Indeed, she is not in fact a terrible horsewoman, save in the sense that she is perhaps too eager to send her animals dashing up and down various rocky inclines where a more sensible heart might feel a quaver of trepidation. "Following that logic, you are traveling under the authority of someone perfectly capable.

"Now," she continues, with only a very brief intake of breath to fuel it. "You must come along and do your own buckles and so on, else we may miss the arrival of our new comrade in arms and have to hope they know how to survive a few demons all on their own."
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[personal profile] heirring 2023-03-11 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
She has some practice with climbing up into saddles in her skirts; by the time Ellis returns to her, she has her foot anchored soundly in the stirrup and is scrambling up into the seat. There is always this problem once she arrives there of rearranging the fall of her hems (helpful through the riding skirt's front seam may be), but in short order she has managed to settle herself there on the back of the griffon there behind the broad expanse of Butterball's wings in the same way she might any other riding animal.

There are two loops at the front of the saddle; she sets one hand there more or less naturally. The other she uses to pat the space behind her in encouragement.

"Come along, Ellis. There are only so many buckles for you to attend to."
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[personal profile] heirring 2023-03-17 05:54 pm (UTC)(link)
Thus clipped securely in place and encouraged by Ellis' apparent confidence in her ability to simply do with the animal whatever must be done (something of a rarity, it must be said; he sometimes seems to have a great affection for fussing and worrying over the semantics of how she might accomplish certain things), she lays a hand on the back of the griffon's feathered neck and makes to prod him around between the guidance of her heels and hand.

"Come, come, you silly thing. We can't stay here getting fat on little treats forever."

It does take considerable encouragement to coax Butterball out into the windy platform knocked of out of the tower's wall. But at last, with a great coiling of muscle and an unmotivated sprawl of wings, the beast tips out off the edge and takes them into a lazy plummeting glide. The brief shriek from the saddle's front occupant is a natural response to having one's stomach jump all the way up into one's mouth, but otherwise they're on their way without further harassment of the griffon being necessary.

Passage so far into Nevarran is a matter of days, not hours. And though Wysteria proves to be a perfectly able griffon rider—her bad impulses of erratic steering and the desire to gallop everywhere being someone mitigated by the fact that there are no obstacles to steer around, and parsing their speed is very difficult while in the air—by the time they reach the third day of travel, she has surrendered steering back into Ellis' custody. Sitting so near to the working of Butterball's wings and the great expansion of his ribs around his big lungs sucking down and expelling great huffs of the air has left her considerably more saddle sore than anticipated, and not even deploying her considerable feminine wiles (complaining) to convince Ellis to canoodle in the tent (massage the tight muscle up the back of her thigh while Wysteria lay on her back with her knee to her chest, chattering along the latest gossip pamphlet out of Val Royeaux) has been particularly effective about mitigating that.

So when they at last spot the rift gleaming bright at the bottom of a brush-dense, dry wash of spider webbing canyons, it's Ellis who must steer them safely down to it. Which is good, as Wysteria would have had no idea what to do when a half dozen crossbow bolts come whistling up out of the brush to greet them and Butterball lurches, shrieking in sudden alarm or agony or both.
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[personal profile] heirring 2023-05-29 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
Wysteria, having shrieked and thrown her arms instinctively up to cover her face as they'd gone crashing into the tree, is primed to reach forward to catch that offered hand. She's had no need to put on her heavy work gloves just yet, so it is just her bare hand in his—clutching hard—, followed by a corresponding tangle of a grip in the only handhold that presents itself from this angle (his mace's belt). Reflexive, all of this.

—As is the way she ducks and flinches when the dry foliage above them suddenly burst into flame, arcane fire licking at vulnerable branches.

So not bandits, then.