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ellis ginsberg. ([personal profile] heorte) wrote2021-03-06 07:30 pm

when i go towards you it is with my whole life.







You came to the side of the bed
and sat staring at me.
Then you kissed me—I felt
hot wax on my forehead.
I wanted it to leave a mark:
that’s how I knew I loved you.
Because I wanted to be burned, stamped,
to have something in the end—
I drew the gown over my head;
a red flush covered my face and shoulders.
It will run its course, the course of fire,
setting a cold coin on the forehead, between the eyes.
You lay beside me; your hand moved over my face
as though you had felt it also-
you must have known, then, how I wanted you.
We will always know that, you and I.
The proof will be my body.
— louise glück
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-18 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
With her hand very close to her face and her attention having gone slightly cross-eyed given the intent fixture of her study, Wysteria at first answers with only a faint noncommittal reply. After a little more poking and prodding, and the very careful turning over of the twin rings in her palm, she at last deigns to begin formulating a proper answer.

"I'm not certain. The enchantment is very old; I've never seen anything quite like it. You have a needle and thread, Mister Ellis. I have seen them in your satchel. You must picture magic a little like needlework, strung along lines as if stretched between points where the needle has passed. And it is rather like the pattern on these is unfamiliar to me. I can't say precisely what the purpose is, only that it exists. And I suppose that it would be strange to find very old magic in a place which is meant to be haunted and not have the two be in some way related."

She pauses. Which she is standing above him, her fingers part so that she can look at him through the gaps between them.

"I might be able to undo it. Cut the thread, as it were."
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-18 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"Need I remind you that I am a member of Research?"

It is equally mild, hardly a point of contention at all. It's true that Isaac might prefer to see the pieces for himself.

Still.

"I don't know that I've ever seen pieces connected in this way. I've read about it certainly—sympathetic rings and our crystals and books are in fact fashioned with a similar principle—, but this is...different." What was that about wisdom? "What makes the enchantment on them functional is the whole. You cannot unmoor one of our crystals from its companions and have it still be functional. But I can see right here where these could be separated from one another."

It is part talking to herself, part thinking aloud, and part persuasive argument for his benefit.

"And besides, we don't know that taking they are the definitive source of the disturbance. So it seems prudent to do a little testing in the field, yes? I can disconnect one of the rings and then we will still have the other and the amulet to fetch back undisturbed."
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-25 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
There is in fact quite a long list of why shouldn'ts which Wysteria, in some more prudent hour in which she were not so very fascinated with the how coulds, might give serious consideration. There is a possibility for the release of some stored arcane energy. It is possible that the links between the enchantments are what is keeping the unknown effect of the spell in check. It is possible that by unwinding them, they will become all that more dangerous. That if there is some spirit tied to them, the weakened of the bonds will release it. That—

And so on and so forth.

Yet here they are in this hour and the temptation to be clever is very powerful. And yes, she does suspect they will find something of interest. She smiles at him, quite self-assured indeed as she lifts their linked hands so she can press a swift kiss to his knuckles.

"Very good. Now, take the spare and tell me if you begin to notice anything different about it. I will require my hand back, Mister Ellis," she explains, all sunshine as she breaks this very recently made point of connection and carefully passes the second ring over to replace her hand in his.

Centering the remaining ring in her palm, Wysteria creates a flat plane with her free hand and with it hovers directly above the ring. "I have been told that this is a very unnecessary step, you know. This use of the offhand. But I find it much easier to visualize how to accomplish the thing with both, and confidence is of course one of the foremost tools in any magician's repertoire."

What is perhaps significantly less clear is what else might be in that tool kit. There is no hum of light, no crackle of ozone-scented energy. There is pulsing shadow, no magic word, no indication whatsoever that anything at all is occurring in the space between her hands. And yet somewhere, somehow, to some other eye, something must become. Or rather, it must unbecome like a thread plucked free of a tapestry or how tugging the loose end of yarn unravels careful knitwork for all at once, there is some disorienting sway to the air as reality rushes to fill a space which once was occupied by something else.

And what follows is—
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-02 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
For a disorienting moment, she struggles to grasp why she is looking at the chipped plaster of the ceiling or how she has ended up on the floor. The facts catch up to her at the pace of a half step behind. She registers the surge of force only after the dark thing has begun to unfurl in the room's center; she is on her feet before she realizes it is because Ellis has shouted at her.

She is on the wrong side of the room, but is fleeing without a second thought with as wide a berth afforded the demon as it shrieks into being as is possible. And there is the cracked piano forte, and the rotted books which have come free of their shelves, and here is the shadow of the creature and the impact of Ellis' mace crashing against the crackling barrier which has sprung up in defense of it.

The wan daylight filtering from the overgrown window frames dims so instantly that its as if a curtain has been abruptly drawn, or as if they have somehow collapsed beyond the reach of the day, or, or, or.
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cant believe dw hid this from me

[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-14 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
The splintering of the room's contents about her prompts a flinch, a mindless throwing up of her arms to protect her head and maybe some sharp sound of distress as a thrashing limb crashes before her, bringing down shelves and dozens of books after it. To say that she ducks and weaves to avoid the assault would be to give Wysteria more credit than she is truly due—it implies some sense of strategy, where in reality she has none. Luck is not the same thing is good sense or practiced instinct as she stumbles half blind and fully desperate through the unlit library without any real sense of where the spirit is manifesting, and only the memory of where the door had lain, and hardly any grasp at all as to the state of—

"Ellis! You must come away from it!" A book is snatched blindly from the nearest shelf and chucked with force at the deepest miasmic point of shadow at the room's dreadful center. Arcane energy thrills over the receipt.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-16 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
In the dark on dark, with the glowstones scattered and lost, there is nothing at all reassuring about his assertion. But what is there to be done?

Wysteria flings another book at the writhing mass of tendrils, and then— "I'm going then!"

And she does, ducking another lashing of dark tendrils and fumbling through the uneven terrain of scattered books and splintered shelving and the warped moss slick floor until she reaches the doorway.

And slams into the closed door, briefly baffled. She tries the latch and only once she discovers that it's stuck does Wysteria realize the wrongness of the door's alignment. Hadn't it been open? Why would they have closed the doors behind them?
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-23 06:41 am (UTC)(link)
"I don't know!" Is cried back, alarm flashing brilliant and dreadful in the sound of it. She can hear it in her own voice—that unrestrained bolt of fear that runs through, "It won't open!" as the latch rattles uselessly in her grip. She throws her shoulder against the door again. The thump of it is lost to the destructive cacophony.

Why hasn't the spirit at the room's center collapsed yet? Why hasn't Ellis killed it yet? It's going to devour them in this ridiculous little room and it will be her fault for being so eager to be foolish.

There is the hot prick of frustrated and terrified tears both, and the crack of some shattering plaster, and it's only when she throws herself against the door a third time to no real effect that it occurs to her that she's learned nothing at all from the entirety of the afternoon. That she is being ridiculous. That Ellis will be the person to suffer for it if she isn't quick about it.

She releases the door handle and levers her hand at the door. An instant later, in a bright shock of nauseating green light and force and the liquid heat fade tang of ozone, the heavy wood snaps free of its hinges and crashes outward into the corridor beyond.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-28 10:35 pm (UTC)(link)
She has indeed made it into the hall, for let no one say that Wysteria Poppell is not capable of being at least fractionally sensible in times of great stress. She has not, over the course of service for Riftwatch, hidden under tables while various parties descended into assassinating chaos around her out of cowardice. These are merely rational acts. For why should she not do as directed in this? Ellis tells her to Go and she does. In moments such as these, he has never given her cause to disobey him.

(And she is frightened; terrified of that dreadful thing which lives in that pitch darkness; of that fact that she in part summoned it; of what will happen should it follow after them—)

The crash of plate is very loud.

In the room, those myriad limbs take full advantage of Ellis' newly prone position. They lash after him, felling hard against his plate with such shockingly powerful impact that it's a blessing he has fallen forward rather than back and receives the blows across the sturdiest sections of his armor. Still, the hammering impacts are heavy enough to compress, to dent, to mangle as yet more limbs dredge the spirit's main form forward from the rotted library's center. If it's multitude of limbs are whip quick, this part proceeds with all the elasticity of a weeping, tumorous growth. Something to be levered and pried and pulled along by its grasping tendrils. What doesn't beat Ellis finds some murdering grip at first one heavy boot and then an arm or his mace, avaricious as it is unintelligent with mad fury.

(Maybe that's what it is: rage. The kind that consumes. The kind that curses. The kind that begets the most insidious kinds of pain; which lurks in dark places and grows like a cancerous thing, its numerous wretched branches insinuating itself in all directions.)

With a screech of armor and warped floorboards, it drags him nearer.

The crack of Fade energy is loud like a thunderclap. Or like something being ripped open. Or the sudden rush of air to fill a space which once was occupied. The acid green flash briefly illuminates the whole of the room, searing the dark outlines of the creature at its center on the eye. It recoils from the concussive force of Wysteria's anchor with a twisting metal shriek.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-30 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
Again! he says, and this work has always been more demanding than it appears. It requires gathering her thoughts. The conscious focus of direction. Tapping into something which sends the sensation of hot fire up the length of her arm and into her shoulder and to the very core of her. Yet Ellis has hardly gotten as far as Do that again! when the consecutive burst of concusses free of Wysteria's extended hand in an explosive discharge of veilfire.

The spirit recoils. It makes the sound of a thousand mirrors shattering, or like the point of a knife shrieking across the face of a glass (or a stone). Just inside the doorway of that pitch dark room, Wysteria wavers.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-30 06:22 am (UTC)(link)
In a clatter of plate and to the thump of her much worn field boots and her hammering pulse and the crackle of somethign giving to pressure at their heels, they rush from the corridor. There is no time to find the grip at her elbow reassuring, but it does the job it most desperately needs to do: keeps her on her feet and moving and centers her in a world which has begun to go nauseatingly crooked about her.

(This is the most she's used the anchor in a single day, much less a single hour.)

They reach the staircase landing. They careen down the stairs. They have not quite reached the ground floor when, with an ear splitting shriek and an ominous descending darkness, the burbling form of the unleashed spirit bursts free from the upper level's corridor. Its thrashing limbs reach onto the railing, dragging its heaving shape toward it with a single minded ferocity. Spirits have no use for stairs; there is nothing to stop it from prying itself to the rail and over it. In a few seconds, it will come crashing down into that once grand foyer and if they fail to cover the ground now then it will be between them and the main door.
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denise heard us talkin shit

[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-30 07:50 pm (UTC)(link)
She is easy to find, having staggered through the main doors and just catching herself on the lip of some cracked old decorative planter worn to a nearly indistinguishable lump by time and weather. Pale though she is from either exertion or terror, Wysteria is shockingly quick to straighten out of her full body flinch in response to the crackle of the barrier and twist back toward the sound of his voice.

For a moment she stands framed in the doorway in something near to uncomprehending silence as the roiling form of the spirit crashes repeatedly against the barrier.

"Oh, but—" Their things, is a nonsensical point of contention. With a jerk, she separates herself from the idea and moves to help shift shut one of the heavy doors.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-30 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"Can you?"

As a reply, it could easily be an indictment—some defensive reflex along the lines of Yes, of course she can ride. But there is some anxious, high thing in it, the outline of a shape preparing to crumple in on itself: worry, the brief flash fire flicker of guilt. If she hadn't been so stupid as to insisted on being so very clever—

Beyond the door, the sounds of that terrible thing have yet to abate.

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