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ellis ginsberg. ([personal profile] heorte) wrote2021-03-06 07:30 pm

when i go towards you it is with my whole life.







You came to the side of the bed
and sat staring at me.
Then you kissed me—I felt
hot wax on my forehead.
I wanted it to leave a mark:
that’s how I knew I loved you.
Because I wanted to be burned, stamped,
to have something in the end—
I drew the gown over my head;
a red flush covered my face and shoulders.
It will run its course, the course of fire,
setting a cold coin on the forehead, between the eyes.
You lay beside me; your hand moved over my face
as though you had felt it also-
you must have known, then, how I wanted you.
We will always know that, you and I.
The proof will be my body.
— louise glück
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-06-29 09:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Another sort of person might, upon witnessing Ellis jam his entire arm and shoulder into the dark depths of a mysterious instrument in an allegedly haunted castle, hiss something about caution. Wysteria however merely steps a little closer and obediently holds the glowlight as directed. And she does, it must be noted, lean a little over the cracked edge of the pianofortes exterior as if she is considering following the reach of his arm with that of her own—

"Anything?"
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-01 08:31 am (UTC)(link)
It's punctuated by Wysteria's automatic squawk of alarm and an ineffectual flap of elbow and glowlight in his general direction. It must be her discombobulated attempt to rescue him. Suffice to say, there has been more effectual attempts in human history.

The dual thump of Ellis on the mossy, flexing floorboards and the leather pouch alongside is somewhat definitive. After a moment, Wysteria—standing still alongside the cracked pianoforte case—helpfully declares,

"Would you like to place a wager over what is inside?"
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-02 02:58 am (UTC)(link)
Surely they have all done more mortifying things in the field. Why, if asked she herself might mention that instance in which the three of them—Ellis, herself, and Tony—had incidentally backed themselves to the edge of a rather muddy ravine, and how when that edge had collapsed someone (she will not name names or point fingers; it would be undignified and besides, Wysteria suspects it may have been her) had dragged the other two down with them into the muck at the bottom of the gully.

Sitting very hard on the floor of some moldy old library floor is hardly so bad. Besides, cracking open the pianoforte's stuck case with sheer brute strength had been quite charming.

"Well money of course," she insists.

Obviously.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-02 03:34 am (UTC)(link)
"Nonsense," she scoffs, at last peeling herself from the edge of the broken instrument case. "What would rubbish be doing hidden inside a pianoforte?"

With the glowlight in one hand, Wysteria moves to retrieve the lumpy parcel from where it has fallen. She isn't strictly ginger amount how she fetches it up, but she is mindful not to spill its contents from out of the wrapping as she shifts it back to Ellis.

"I think it is will be something very dreadful. A cursed and calcified heart, perhaps."

(She has been reading a series of rather lavishly morbid mystery novels, having recently dashed through the last of her favorite cheap romances.)
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-02 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh really, Mister Ellis," she tuts and tsks, taking all of a half step back. But up comes the glowlight despite her protest.

In that shadowed room, smelling densely of dust and molded things, with heavy ivy and lichen blotting out so much of the light from the waning day beyond the hollow window frames, that light casts him and the parcel and this corner in a wan, pale circle of illumination.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-07 04:33 am (UTC)(link)
The barely-there distance she has established obviously winnows shut again as the gold spills into his upturned hand. Which is only fair. It's not as if he'd been struck dead instantly upon touching the pieces, now had he? There can't be so much to fear, and if there is a murmuration of the arcane in the air it feels—withdrawn, distant. There is indeed something faintly off, but whether it has to do with the contents of the parcel down living in Ellis' hand or some other hidey hole in the sprawling castle, she cannot say.

What she can, when she bends close with the glowlight, is—

"Oh how fantastically dreadful. Do you think those spots are blood? Here. Allow me to take the rings. If there is some enchantment on them, I may be able to discern it."

She moves to trade them for the light.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-17 05:45 am (UTC)(link)
"Of course I shall not put them on. What do you take me for, Mister Ellis? Honestly, this is hardly my very first haunted mansion, much less my first ruin or adventure into unknown mystery."

This mild scolding is doled out even as she trades the glowlight into his palm and takes up the rings, juggling them gently about her palm as she is initially surprised by the murmuring heat held in the metal. In honor of his caution, she is very mindful not to accidentally slip her finger through either ring as she prods them about.

Her focus narrows. Have you ever blurred your vision while looking at a portrait and seen it colors and shapes in slightly different dimensions? It is rather like that, and most easily done when she has a point (or two points, as is the case with the matching rings) upon which to concentrate.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-18 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
With her hand very close to her face and her attention having gone slightly cross-eyed given the intent fixture of her study, Wysteria at first answers with only a faint noncommittal reply. After a little more poking and prodding, and the very careful turning over of the twin rings in her palm, she at last deigns to begin formulating a proper answer.

"I'm not certain. The enchantment is very old; I've never seen anything quite like it. You have a needle and thread, Mister Ellis. I have seen them in your satchel. You must picture magic a little like needlework, strung along lines as if stretched between points where the needle has passed. And it is rather like the pattern on these is unfamiliar to me. I can't say precisely what the purpose is, only that it exists. And I suppose that it would be strange to find very old magic in a place which is meant to be haunted and not have the two be in some way related."

She pauses. Which she is standing above him, her fingers part so that she can look at him through the gaps between them.

"I might be able to undo it. Cut the thread, as it were."
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-18 05:18 pm (UTC)(link)
"Need I remind you that I am a member of Research?"

It is equally mild, hardly a point of contention at all. It's true that Isaac might prefer to see the pieces for himself.

Still.

"I don't know that I've ever seen pieces connected in this way. I've read about it certainly—sympathetic rings and our crystals and books are in fact fashioned with a similar principle—, but this is...different." What was that about wisdom? "What makes the enchantment on them functional is the whole. You cannot unmoor one of our crystals from its companions and have it still be functional. But I can see right here where these could be separated from one another."

It is part talking to herself, part thinking aloud, and part persuasive argument for his benefit.

"And besides, we don't know that taking they are the definitive source of the disturbance. So it seems prudent to do a little testing in the field, yes? I can disconnect one of the rings and then we will still have the other and the amulet to fetch back undisturbed."
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-07-25 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
There is in fact quite a long list of why shouldn'ts which Wysteria, in some more prudent hour in which she were not so very fascinated with the how coulds, might give serious consideration. There is a possibility for the release of some stored arcane energy. It is possible that the links between the enchantments are what is keeping the unknown effect of the spell in check. It is possible that by unwinding them, they will become all that more dangerous. That if there is some spirit tied to them, the weakened of the bonds will release it. That—

And so on and so forth.

Yet here they are in this hour and the temptation to be clever is very powerful. And yes, she does suspect they will find something of interest. She smiles at him, quite self-assured indeed as she lifts their linked hands so she can press a swift kiss to his knuckles.

"Very good. Now, take the spare and tell me if you begin to notice anything different about it. I will require my hand back, Mister Ellis," she explains, all sunshine as she breaks this very recently made point of connection and carefully passes the second ring over to replace her hand in his.

Centering the remaining ring in her palm, Wysteria creates a flat plane with her free hand and with it hovers directly above the ring. "I have been told that this is a very unnecessary step, you know. This use of the offhand. But I find it much easier to visualize how to accomplish the thing with both, and confidence is of course one of the foremost tools in any magician's repertoire."

What is perhaps significantly less clear is what else might be in that tool kit. There is no hum of light, no crackle of ozone-scented energy. There is pulsing shadow, no magic word, no indication whatsoever that anything at all is occurring in the space between her hands. And yet somewhere, somehow, to some other eye, something must become. Or rather, it must unbecome like a thread plucked free of a tapestry or how tugging the loose end of yarn unravels careful knitwork for all at once, there is some disorienting sway to the air as reality rushes to fill a space which once was occupied by something else.

And what follows is—
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-02 01:09 am (UTC)(link)
For a disorienting moment, she struggles to grasp why she is looking at the chipped plaster of the ceiling or how she has ended up on the floor. The facts catch up to her at the pace of a half step behind. She registers the surge of force only after the dark thing has begun to unfurl in the room's center; she is on her feet before she realizes it is because Ellis has shouted at her.

She is on the wrong side of the room, but is fleeing without a second thought with as wide a berth afforded the demon as it shrieks into being as is possible. And there is the cracked piano forte, and the rotted books which have come free of their shelves, and here is the shadow of the creature and the impact of Ellis' mace crashing against the crackling barrier which has sprung up in defense of it.

The wan daylight filtering from the overgrown window frames dims so instantly that its as if a curtain has been abruptly drawn, or as if they have somehow collapsed beyond the reach of the day, or, or, or.
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cant believe dw hid this from me

[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-14 01:15 am (UTC)(link)
The splintering of the room's contents about her prompts a flinch, a mindless throwing up of her arms to protect her head and maybe some sharp sound of distress as a thrashing limb crashes before her, bringing down shelves and dozens of books after it. To say that she ducks and weaves to avoid the assault would be to give Wysteria more credit than she is truly due—it implies some sense of strategy, where in reality she has none. Luck is not the same thing is good sense or practiced instinct as she stumbles half blind and fully desperate through the unlit library without any real sense of where the spirit is manifesting, and only the memory of where the door had lain, and hardly any grasp at all as to the state of—

"Ellis! You must come away from it!" A book is snatched blindly from the nearest shelf and chucked with force at the deepest miasmic point of shadow at the room's dreadful center. Arcane energy thrills over the receipt.
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[personal profile] heirring 2021-08-16 01:37 am (UTC)(link)
In the dark on dark, with the glowstones scattered and lost, there is nothing at all reassuring about his assertion. But what is there to be done?

Wysteria flings another book at the writhing mass of tendrils, and then— "I'm going then!"

And she does, ducking another lashing of dark tendrils and fumbling through the uneven terrain of scattered books and splintered shelving and the warped moss slick floor until she reaches the doorway.

And slams into the closed door, briefly baffled. She tries the latch and only once she discovers that it's stuck does Wysteria realize the wrongness of the door's alignment. Hadn't it been open? Why would they have closed the doors behind them?

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