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ellis ginsberg. ([personal profile] heorte) wrote2021-03-06 07:30 pm

when i go towards you it is with my whole life.







You came to the side of the bed
and sat staring at me.
Then you kissed me—I felt
hot wax on my forehead.
I wanted it to leave a mark:
that’s how I knew I loved you.
Because I wanted to be burned, stamped,
to have something in the end—
I drew the gown over my head;
a red flush covered my face and shoulders.
It will run its course, the course of fire,
setting a cold coin on the forehead, between the eyes.
You lay beside me; your hand moved over my face
as though you had felt it also-
you must have known, then, how I wanted you.
We will always know that, you and I.
The proof will be my body.
— louise glück
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-26 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
"Early," affirms their would-be guide, hastening to say so lest Wysteria be tempted to interject further.

She has, however, apparently run out of immediate words to say and merely smiles and nods in that way which strangers might consider either appropriately or far too enthusiastic and Ellis will recognize as the sort of tell tale sign that her thoughts has already raced ahead from the point and her body is only miming at the sort of pleasantries required for ending a conversation.

To that end, she eventually summons—

"Oh! And this is Warden Ellis. And I'm Mrs. Ginsburg. So you will know what names to call us by come morning, serah."

The afflicted gentlemen blinks once for Warden, and twice for the shape of their hands together, and then he simply nods seriously and introduces himself as Tomar. 'I'll let you back to it then,' he says, and at last beats his retreat back to his fellows nearer the door.

Wysteria immediately snaps her attention round and leans in across the table to hiss closely to Ellis: "We must retrieve one of the wolf's corpses and bring it back to the Gallows with us. Mister Dickerson and I have a particular interest."
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-27 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yes, I think that would be for the best," is all eager enthusiasm. He has not said no, and she has clearly made exacting note of this fact. "There is no need to startle anyone by discussing the hauling about of a dead fade touched creature. —Oh, hello."

This last bit is at a considerably more natural volume and directed to the woman who has clearly arrived to serve their table just in time for 'dead fade touched creature' if the sidelong look on her face is any indication. It fades only marginally as Wysteria cedes directly into asking after mulled wine and whatever is being made in the kitchen particularly if it's some sort of stew, and a bit of bread and butter if you have it, and tea maybe? Or barring that, very hot water at least—
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-27 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm dreaming already of a boiled egg," Wysteria says immediately, which may very well be agreement that she would prefer to take breakfast downstairs.

A perennially early riser, she is ordinarily one of the first members of Riftwatch down in the dining hall on days when she has taken a bed in the Gallows. Surely staying in charming mountain inns is no different. And it will be early enough that they may have lively conversation over toast and butter and jam and whatever outrageously oversalted slab of meat may be found for them without much need to moderate themselves beyond volume. Yes, eating at a proper table is very agreeable.

Though most things do at this moment. Wysteria has had three cups of that hot mulled wine, and a further cup of mushroom coffee, and it's put her already good spirits into fine ones. She isn't drunk per say (it must be said that Wysteria Ginsberg née Poppell can consume a truly prodigious quantity of alcohol with very little difficulty), but she is smiling and all rosy cheeked and good cheer as she goes about throwing her skates and her satchel into one of the waiting chairs. She stands with her back to the fire in the hearth and unwinds the thick blue knit shawl from about her shoulders.

"Mister Dickerson will be so pleased if I return with a wolf. A dead one won't be as nice as a live one, but I doubt anyone would let us keep one alive even if we were to make use of the lodge's kennel. Still, there may be plenty to learn from cutting a body open."

This is charming evening conversation, surely.
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-27 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, all sorts of things. But primarily how exposure to the fade and in what measurements might change a native animal's being."

Wysteria cheerfully folds the shawl into a neat triangle while she talks only to carelessly drape it over the back of the chair alongside her along things once she's finished. Evidently inspired by his own trajectory, she bends next to see to her admirably sensible winter boots.

"And whether it can be reverted and to what end the energy might otherwise be utilized. I think Mister Dickerson would like it very much if we could find some way of designing various fade-touched beasts according to our wishes."

So, morally questionable experiments. The usual.
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-28 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
"Now there is a thought," she says, sounding for a moment as she it is indeed an entirely new idea to her. Only Wysteria laughs as she straightens away from her boots to give him the room to work, so she can't possibly be serious. Twitching the edge of her tartan skirts back out of his way is mostly unnecessary, but she does it anyway without thinking.

"We might try that once we understand a little more of how it should be done. But it seems inconsiderate to do before that point."

He is bent down wrestling with her boot laces. How far does she get unbuttoning the great slew of buttons along the ribs of her dress's bodice before he realizes what task her hands are occupied with?
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-29 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
The use of that name—it clearly pleases her, both here in this room and to have claimed it as hers downstairs. It's different when he says it rather than her simply using it, of course. It broadens her already wide smile by a further degree. It almost makes her laugh, that warm cheerful shape which blooms behind her ribs in reply to that name from him. After all the work she'd done to lever it out of him—

Her hands have stopped, but haven't fallen away.

She is all good cheer when she says, "I could do them back up again if you wished me to."
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-30 05:09 am (UTC)(link)
"I'm not the one with a fistful of snow down the neck of their shirt."

It's equal parts cheerful and sly, quite pleased with herself even as Wysteria allows herself to be steered closer to the hearth and the fire crackling along in it. She folds her hands obediently at her center, one over the other and, after a sparse moment where it seems she might insist on playing coy, she folds smoothly back into that pattering rhythm of chatter as he sees to her buttons—

"No, I'm not cold. That mulled wine did fine work, as so did all your attention. I hope Serah Tomar will bring us snowshoes tomorrow. I have a great fascination with them, but have never gone. I can't imagine traipsing about with great things on our feel will help in defending against wolves, of course, but otherwise— I imagine I will be much better at it than skating. After all, it's only walking."

She half turns.

"Are you still cold?"
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-30 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
Not very. Not this close to the hearth and with the prickle of his beard scuffing against the back her neck. She squirms at the scrape of it, laughing, and reaches back to bat in the general direction of a wrist or elbow.

"I imagine if your things are still damp come morning that the lady of the house would be pleased to press them dry for you. We are seeing to their wolf problem, after all."
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-31 04:50 am (UTC)(link)
"I've my crystal with me," she assures him, because of course she does. "We can contact him on the trek up with Serah Tomar in the morning. If you like, you may even write an impromptu report for the Commander when we get back. It will all be highly official, and we'll make ourselves appear to be highly industrious members of the company. Or incredibly foolish ones, if something does go poorly. Which it will not. They're only wolves, and we are both armed."

She raises her left hand with the anchor in it for emphasis. Then, seeing as it's up already, she makes to extract the arm attached to the aforementioned hand from the arm of her dress.

She has had practice too, and the prospect of a carcass to dissect has clearly distracted her sufficiently to make her immune to such things as embarrassment or bashfulness.

(And why should they find her even if there were no promising diversion of work?)

"Have you ever killed a wolf before? Fade touched or otherwise, I suppose. What is the Fereldan opinion on them, being as they're rather dog shaped in general?"
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-09-06 06:35 am (UTC)(link)
"You must tell that to my cousins. They have a powerful skill for eating their way through a prodigious number of whatever beasts can be found to sacrifice to them at any time they might choose to visit."

It's a good joke despite the impracticalities of the semantics such as the fact that Ellis is highly unlikely to ever be in the position to tell her cousins much of anything, much less to criticize their ravenous appetites. She is pleased enough with herself over it so as to be all smiles and high humor as she makes to peel her second arm free from its sleeve also.

"We have no such thing as werewolves in Kalvad, if indeed they can even be said to truly exist here. But we are meant to have the fae. They supposedly were creatures derived of the old untamed magics."

Liberated from the majority of her bodice, empty sleeves hanging comically about her waist, Wysteria turns round to him. The lacings of his tunic are familiar ones. She raises her hands to begin picking the tie open.

"It used to be that magicians—mages, rather—, the very powerful ones, were said to be distantly related to them. I can think of no good equivalent for them here in Thedas, save perhaps for spirits. They both traverse a place meant to be in a kind of parallel to the world which is seen every day. Although they, the fae, are of course only children's stories, whereas spirits clearly are quite real."
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-09-07 06:06 am (UTC)(link)
The sound she makes in reply to this request is a disparaging little click of the tongue and a slightly sullen huff. Nonetheless, Wysteria's relocate from his laces to the flapping sleeves and the mass of fabric about her waist. Very well, isn't said out loud, but is intensely implied.

"If they were real, then they aren't any longer. In which case, I suppose we might describe them rather more like some combination between spirits and ancient elves—certain guardians of Mythal or what have you excepting. Surely no one has actually seen a fae creature in living memory, for there is no academic study of them save to examine them as fables. No, more likely they are an old allegory for practices among the martyrs which no one understood at the time. —The martyrs being one of the old allies that took and remade Kalvad."

She has worked the dress with it's plethora of woolen skirts down over her hips, and has stepped directly out of it. The resultant heap is fetched up, and cheerfully shaken into something like order by way of its shoulders. There are enough fastenings remaining between bodice and skirts that the thing holds together more or less in a single piece. This she passes unceremoniously into Ellis's care she she may untie the second set laces at her waist belonging to her proliferation linen underskirts. This is layering weather.

"Though I suppose you will have to take my word for it."

(He isn't the only one she has successfully distracted with her unrelenting chatter. It is much easier to be very direct and no-nonsense about the whole arrangement when she is talking along at a clip.)
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-09-13 04:25 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh, no. I'm not a very accomplished storyteller, Ellis. I always turn the order of introducing points around, and find myself at the end of the thing having forgotten entirely about some detail I should have introduced earlier. I know a fair few, but guarantee that I would butcher them were I to try to recite them. But if you like, I might try to write one or two down. I might have a better time of it if it were put on paper. One can always revise that sort of thing, whereas I have learned it's very difficult to just take back words."

Somewhere in this long recitation, she has returned her hands to him in accordance with the invitation made by his own. Standing there in her long sleeved chemise and short stays, flat footed in her wooly stockings, she is extraordinarily unembarrassed—rosy cheeked and in broadly high spirits, the tempo of her conversation galloping gaily along to the crack-pop of the fire in the hearth. One of her hands turns; she pinches Ellis gently on the skin stretched between thumb and forefinger.

"Besides, I have heard that we have quite the early morning ahead of us."

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