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ellis ginsberg. ([personal profile] heorte) wrote2021-03-06 07:30 pm

when i go towards you it is with my whole life.







You came to the side of the bed
and sat staring at me.
Then you kissed me—I felt
hot wax on my forehead.
I wanted it to leave a mark:
that’s how I knew I loved you.
Because I wanted to be burned, stamped,
to have something in the end—
I drew the gown over my head;
a red flush covered my face and shoulders.
It will run its course, the course of fire,
setting a cold coin on the forehead, between the eyes.
You lay beside me; your hand moved over my face
as though you had felt it also-
you must have known, then, how I wanted you.
We will always know that, you and I.
The proof will be my body.
— louise glück
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I rolled the bones and they say yada yada but reserving the right to surprise you with peril later

[personal profile] heirring 2022-03-08 07:09 am (UTC)(link)
It's a good thing he keeps this last bit to herself, for otherwise she might do that thing she likes to do best—scoffing with her whole throat and chest and jabbing her fingers in the direction of his well padded ribs. Instead, Wysteria merely nods her approval—"Very good, Mister Ellis. Then lead on"—and makes to unravel herself from him (sans one grasping hand).

To her credit, she does eventually grasp the fundamentals well enough that she might untether himself from him completely and be perfectly well even on the rougher surfaces of the frozen river. But that would necessitate releasing his hand, and even after these many hours of being near to him she is loathe to dispense with that little point of contact. But it frees her up for chatting conversation, and to observe the riverbanks as they scuff along, and to discuss at length the state of the Lodge and Riftwatch's presence here in the mountains, and the present state of the war effort, and a considerable portion of the work she and Tony are currently engaged in.

Wysteria has never had any trouble whatsoever filling what ordinarily might default to silence, peaceful or otherwise. She confidently transforms the pristine beauty of the great outdoors to a social function, rather like they are sweeping along the margins of some grand party and she is valiantly defending him from being plucked into wearing conversations with the trees and glimpses of wildlife.

By the time they reach the village, it's fires glinting is the softening burnish colors at the end of the day, she is indeed still quite warm from the exercise. And by the time they traipse their way into the common room of the village's lone pub, she is red cheeked from the weather and the trampling around in the snow on the way up from the river both. Her skates once more are hanging off her shoulder by their laces, and she is laughing triumphantly over having successfully crammed a fistful of snow down the neck of Ellis's clothes.
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-03-09 07:20 am (UTC)(link)
"Ravenously," is all laughter and faux thrown elbows as she plays at attempting to free herself from his hold. "But I'm sure the lady of the house will let you sit by the hearth and warm your back. Oh careful, careful—mind the skates."

All in good cheer, Wysteria claps a firmer hold on the base of the skate blade laid before her shoulder to keep it from biting into any of her bundled clothes.

Laughing and all in high spirits, Wysteria pushes through the door and into the lively public house. It isn't crowded precisely, but this is clearly where a great deal of the village goes when the daylight begins to go. A fire is burning high in the great hearth, complete with a knot of old men near it, and various tables and chairs dotted with cold-flush tradesmen and women. It's busy enough that the woman keeping the bar seems unlikely to pay them much mind for some minutes, and so Wysteria simply wades in to find them a place far from the frost glazed windows to sit.
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-25 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Nonsense! The fire is just there," she cries, all good spirits as she adjusts her chair and scoots closer to the table's edge. "I guarantee you will be perfectly warm by the time your find your way to bed."

From someone else, it might cut dangerously close to innuendo. From Wysteria, this is simply a fact dispensed with the brutally high humored thoughtlessness as she might render anything else. Indeed, he has spent these last hours listening to her assessment of a great many topics. This is just one brisk observation in a very long line.

The skates having migrated to across the back of her chair, Wysteria removes her mittens and lays them both on the table. She aggressively works her fingers so as to encourage some mobility back into them. The anchor glimmers there in her naked palm, nauseating green and winking in the lamplight.
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-25 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
She surrenders her hands without complaint or commentary. This too is thoughtless and cheerful—a sweet, unconscious kind of familiarity where chilled fingers may be rendered into his possession without hesitation or remark.

"Aye," is a blatant impression of him, and punctuated by a flashing sidelong look. Some brief glint of teeth. "You have had me walk down a considerable length of the river, Ellis!"—

(Walk being an exaggeration.)

—"It's only natural to have developed an appetite. Though to be honest, the thirst is the real issue. I've been thinking very seriously this last hour of a mulled and spiced wine made very hot. It's the precise right weather for it, and if you like I will hand you the cup so you can warm your hands and take in the smell."

Someone is approaching their table, and she is turning her face to meet them in anticipation of it being someone who ought to fulfill her desire for a hot drink. Only Wysteria finds herself greeted by the anxious and weather bitten face of an older man. This man sets his fingertips tentatively at the edge of the table—

"You're come up from Kirkwall, yeah? Riftwatch."

He blinks at the anchor glow in her hand, and then turns his attention expectantly to Ellis.
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-25 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
The man frowns; it seems to be a reflexive impulse—the wrinkles around his mouth and at his brow suggest it's a practiced habit. He drums his fingers once there at the edge of the table.

"We've had some trouble. Wolves coming down into the valley. Only they're not wolves so much as they are—"

"Ah!" Wysteria interjects. The gleam in her eye is a different kind of bright, sharp with interest. "Fade touched, I assume? Unnaturally large. Unnaturally aggressive. You recall, Mister Ellis, the pack of gurguts last summer in—"

"Something like that," is a very blunt pin devised to interrupt the build of Wysteria's momentum.

Nonetheless, she continues. With her attention still on Ellis rather than their petitioner: "There must be a rift somewhere in the mountains. Near their den, one would assume."
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-25 03:46 pm (UTC)(link)
"Certainly! And," she adds, this for the increasingly glassy eyed gentleman at the edge of their table. "If it's somewhere where the snow is very thick, we might ask to borrow the proper snowing shoes if anyone has a set they might lend. I'm afraid we didn't account for higher elevations— Oh! But if no one can equip us, we might race back to fetch all the required things and then return in a day or two—"

"We've snowshoes." It's the desperately blunt defensive motion of a man being bludgeoned. And in what is clearly uncharacteristic, he hurries to answer Ellis before Wysteria—who has already started to form a further syllable—can continue on her tear. "I'll go with. I've an idea of where they come from."

Wysteria does indeed begin to say something then ("Oh Ellis, we must try to—"), but whatever it is she apparently judges as abruptly inappropriate to discuss before company for a look of clear evasion manifests there in her face and she struggles for a moment to redirect to "—must try to...be very quick about seeing the whole matter resolved. Obviously. As we are fine upstanding members of Riftwatch. And that is what Riftwatch does. Solve problems. Promptly."
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-26 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
"Early," affirms their would-be guide, hastening to say so lest Wysteria be tempted to interject further.

She has, however, apparently run out of immediate words to say and merely smiles and nods in that way which strangers might consider either appropriately or far too enthusiastic and Ellis will recognize as the sort of tell tale sign that her thoughts has already raced ahead from the point and her body is only miming at the sort of pleasantries required for ending a conversation.

To that end, she eventually summons—

"Oh! And this is Warden Ellis. And I'm Mrs. Ginsburg. So you will know what names to call us by come morning, serah."

The afflicted gentlemen blinks once for Warden, and twice for the shape of their hands together, and then he simply nods seriously and introduces himself as Tomar. 'I'll let you back to it then,' he says, and at last beats his retreat back to his fellows nearer the door.

Wysteria immediately snaps her attention round and leans in across the table to hiss closely to Ellis: "We must retrieve one of the wolf's corpses and bring it back to the Gallows with us. Mister Dickerson and I have a particular interest."
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-27 06:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"Yes, I think that would be for the best," is all eager enthusiasm. He has not said no, and she has clearly made exacting note of this fact. "There is no need to startle anyone by discussing the hauling about of a dead fade touched creature. —Oh, hello."

This last bit is at a considerably more natural volume and directed to the woman who has clearly arrived to serve their table just in time for 'dead fade touched creature' if the sidelong look on her face is any indication. It fades only marginally as Wysteria cedes directly into asking after mulled wine and whatever is being made in the kitchen particularly if it's some sort of stew, and a bit of bread and butter if you have it, and tea maybe? Or barring that, very hot water at least—
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-27 08:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm dreaming already of a boiled egg," Wysteria says immediately, which may very well be agreement that she would prefer to take breakfast downstairs.

A perennially early riser, she is ordinarily one of the first members of Riftwatch down in the dining hall on days when she has taken a bed in the Gallows. Surely staying in charming mountain inns is no different. And it will be early enough that they may have lively conversation over toast and butter and jam and whatever outrageously oversalted slab of meat may be found for them without much need to moderate themselves beyond volume. Yes, eating at a proper table is very agreeable.

Though most things do at this moment. Wysteria has had three cups of that hot mulled wine, and a further cup of mushroom coffee, and it's put her already good spirits into fine ones. She isn't drunk per say (it must be said that Wysteria Ginsberg née Poppell can consume a truly prodigious quantity of alcohol with very little difficulty), but she is smiling and all rosy cheeked and good cheer as she goes about throwing her skates and her satchel into one of the waiting chairs. She stands with her back to the fire in the hearth and unwinds the thick blue knit shawl from about her shoulders.

"Mister Dickerson will be so pleased if I return with a wolf. A dead one won't be as nice as a live one, but I doubt anyone would let us keep one alive even if we were to make use of the lodge's kennel. Still, there may be plenty to learn from cutting a body open."

This is charming evening conversation, surely.
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-27 11:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, all sorts of things. But primarily how exposure to the fade and in what measurements might change a native animal's being."

Wysteria cheerfully folds the shawl into a neat triangle while she talks only to carelessly drape it over the back of the chair alongside her along things once she's finished. Evidently inspired by his own trajectory, she bends next to see to her admirably sensible winter boots.

"And whether it can be reverted and to what end the energy might otherwise be utilized. I think Mister Dickerson would like it very much if we could find some way of designing various fade-touched beasts according to our wishes."

So, morally questionable experiments. The usual.
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-28 08:51 am (UTC)(link)
"Now there is a thought," she says, sounding for a moment as she it is indeed an entirely new idea to her. Only Wysteria laughs as she straightens away from her boots to give him the room to work, so she can't possibly be serious. Twitching the edge of her tartan skirts back out of his way is mostly unnecessary, but she does it anyway without thinking.

"We might try that once we understand a little more of how it should be done. But it seems inconsiderate to do before that point."

He is bent down wrestling with her boot laces. How far does she get unbuttoning the great slew of buttons along the ribs of her dress's bodice before he realizes what task her hands are occupied with?
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[personal profile] heirring 2022-08-29 05:32 am (UTC)(link)
The use of that name—it clearly pleases her, both here in this room and to have claimed it as hers downstairs. It's different when he says it rather than her simply using it, of course. It broadens her already wide smile by a further degree. It almost makes her laugh, that warm cheerful shape which blooms behind her ribs in reply to that name from him. After all the work she'd done to lever it out of him—

Her hands have stopped, but haven't fallen away.

She is all good cheer when she says, "I could do them back up again if you wished me to."

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